Rumbling train, trembling walls and shivering floors, were the few things that I noticed when I reached a private welfare school here in
It was a fine morning; my heart was filled with excitement to visit a welfare center along with a group of O level students who wanted to spend a day for others. Sadly that feeling withered away as we reached the venue.
A slim door opened into a narrow, congested and a ceiling-less corridor. Right beside the door was a confine bathroom with a dented door. Facing it was a huge blue drum with a tap attached, beneath that an empty paint bucket was placed. On my right was a tall rack stacked with little dusty chappals. Some dead plants added to the depressing ambiance.
As I took few steps inwards, it was heart rendering to see a whole row of tiny chairs with broken seats arranged adjacent to a wall. Classes were being conducted in room with partially covered ceiling and with walls encrusted with dust; students were settled on floor mats.
On one side of the picture was a tear jerking sight of innocent kids with little, bare feet, muddled hair, inconsistently uniformed and variably placed in classes without chairs, space and even without a proper roof and on the other hand was the discourteous attitude of the principal with volunteers who went to help them out. Well, I rather not go there.
Principal’s filled to capacity workplace, served multiple purposes. Besides being an office, it was a library, store room, dining room and even acted as a staff room. One door opened into a classroom, the other one into a small passage that could be called an exit. This passage was divided by a curtain into half; on the other side of the curtain was a filthy, fetid bathroom.
My heart sank and I felt I was sitting in an adobe whose base was so vulnerable, pillars too brittle; I felt the roof will rumble down anytime taking all of us with it.
Every second that I spent there made my heart heavier, partially, to see melancholy of young people; primarily, because misery was being imposed on them.
My pption of the scenario was at polarity with the common point of view. I was raged to observe that such welfare organizations are just portraying these chaste children as a symbol of misfortune, for me the organization it self was disparage in the name of “welfare”. It is no more than bandwagon.
I fail to understand the purpose of useless, broken chairs placed at the entrance when they have low desks and floor mats for the class. I can not comprehend the logic behind Urdu pronunciation course as compulsory for teachers of kindergarten. I can not grasp the purpose of such institutions. I can not foresight the future of students of such schools.
I urge the government to fortify the educational standards and I request such welfare organizations to have an infrastructure and not to initiate such projects if you are already broke. It is a good thing for all of us to give something to others; every one should contribute, but let’s not embark on something with a hope to get funds.Please don’t play with the lives of these kids. They are going to so called schools but are they really learning anything? What ever people contribute dose it affect kid’s live at all?
Let’s taste the bitter truth. It dose not!
12 comments:
yeah zahra i hav been there too with the o level students and it is really sad. i went through some of the files of the students , their monthly income started from Rs. 1500!! it was so disturbing to take in this fact wen i spend this much money on a dinner alone.
this vast contrast in our society is deepening, the gap is widening and our govt. does nothing!!
reality of life!
I read your article on your blog and quite agreed with your opinion that welfare centres should be careful of quality of' welfare' they impart.
a very heart-touching article..nice depiction of the harsh reality faced by Pakistani citizens in the name of welfare!! Keep up the spirit!! :)
Thanks:)
ask us hw v felt aftr steppng in.
It was realli a heart aching moment aftr lukng at such cute, lil innocent angels sittng in small classrooms and studyng.
We shld thnk Allah fr bestowng hs countless blessngs upon us.
I thnk its tym fr da govt 2 wake up and do somethng fr deir bettrment and provide dm wd atleast basic necessities of life.
Not only da govt but every individual should take part in ds Good cause.
Good observation & indeed social work, welfare organizations are doing good business.
Living whole life in fully air-conditioned environment & then thinking for those who don’t have a fan.. Yes. In our society they are called as Social Workers.
But One of the most disgusting part of this, correct me if am wrong is………….
Students from a very good, upper class visited these schools for spending their day for other. Really a good effort.
They have been there so they can realized how much blessed they are, with so much facilities and yes after visiting there, they must have that feeling & teachers, parents were happy that now their son/ daughter at least realized how much luxuries life they have provided for their children.
But my dear friend, now remove your glasses, and see this all from other's angle, from those innocent poor children’s, don’t perceive this all from this upper class side.
Just think how the innocent poor child felt at that time when the O LEVEL's students were visiting them. Well suited, having nestle bottle in their hands & full burger style. In fact these O Level students cannot drink the water of places like this school. How is this feeling for the poor boy?
This upper class family will definitely be happier, but just think for the thought train of the poor guy. How he felt after they have been visited by Students.
I pray & wish that all of my feelings & writing would be wrong, but if they are correct, we have to ask ourselves, that how we are contributing to the society in the name of Welfarism.
We have to differentiate this like other trips to Zoo, and other field trips. We have to come up with ways which don’t hurt those who are already oppressed.
Sorry for being too harsh, but I don’t have other words.
Wahjat u r correct and that is what my point is.. we hv made these childern a symbol of misfortune.. something to see aand feel sorry for.. a reason to feel good about wat we have....
thats exactly my point.. WHY?! if we cant provide them with good conditions to teach... then we must not take an initiative of starting such orgazinatios..
its really heart rendering to see those lil kids considering my students as some super being...
but the truth is they r the ones whoe better then my o level students.. u know y?
cause a girl og KG can cook everything.. boys of KG collect watter from wells and taps outside for their home before coming to school.. they take care of their siblings.. families .. help their parents at work and they STUDY!
it was just very saddening experience for me... my heart still aches too think of these kids... and we are promoting this...
Agree with you Zahra.
Again, good to read your post on this as well as comments.
Keep writing good.
This is a very well written piece, especially because it is well meaning. I would have thought this is a government school but you claim it to be a NGO operated institution, that is why I share your feelings.
Even for a government school it is unacceptable. The staff gets fat salaries & the school is completely neglected as far
as academics is concerned. There is so much of corruption, while Transparency & Accountability is totally non - existent"
Hi Zahara good effort in displaying the reality . My heart really bleeding to see all the afflictions of our fellow citizens and children . I recall a poem of Ahmed Nadeem Qasmi which is a actually a DUA . Just like to share it with you
Khuda karay ke mri arze paak pur utray -wo fasle gul jisay undeshaey zawaal na ho
Yahan jo phool khilay wo khila rahey barson --yahan khizaan ko guzarnay kee bhe majaal na ho
Yahan jo sabza ugay wo hamesha sabz rahay or aisa sabz ke jiskee koi misaal na ho
Ghani ghatayain yahan aisi barishain barsayain --ke paththaron se bhee rooeedgi mohaal na ho
Khuda karay ke na khum ho sarey waqaare watan or is ke husn ko tashweeshe maho saal na ho
Her aik fard ho tehzeebeo fun ka oje kamal --koi malool na ho koi khasta haal na ho
Khuda karay ke mray ik bhe humwatan kay liay hayaat jurm na zindagi wabaal na ho
Khuda karay ke mri arze paak pur utray wo fasle gul jisay undeshae zawaal na ho
Without the light of education there is no future for Pakistan. may this truth be realized before this nation goes into deeper and deeper crisis.
Not bullet but pen is the solution to Pakistan's security.
Peace!
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